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My 6,600 Mile Hike Gave Me Everything I Needed to be Whole

13 min readFeb 12, 2025

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Blue mountains and forested hillsides reflect in the millpond waters of the sea loch.
The Assynt, Scotland. (Credit: Author)

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New life

I set out to walk the coast of Great Britain certain that my past was resolved.

Through two years of prioritising self-care after suffering a breakdown, I felt better than ever before. The breakup with my ex had been the catalyst for my unravelling in the past, but I had recovered from the anxiety and depression and any other feelings that it caused.

During my mental illness, I thought my dream of walking the coast of Great Britain was an attempt to escape my problems.

Only when the dream remained in my recovery did I realise that my intuition was leading me towards something better. I wanted to connect more deeply with myself, others, and the landscape. I wanted to find a sense of belonging that had eluded me all my life.

I thought this walk was a new beginning, but the past would confront me in ways I couldn’t have imagined. Encounters with people I met along the way gave me stark choices to let go of the past and embrace the new life I was searching for or be consumed by it.

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James Lloyd
James Lloyd

Written by James Lloyd

Writer, Artist, Photographer, Hiker Writing a book about my transformative year long hike around the coast of Great Britain.

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