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A Morning with the Doctor

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*TARDIS noises don’t intensify*

Like many young men between the ages of twenty-something and thirty-something, until recently I did not have medical insurance. Long story short, now that I do, to say that I am equal parts overjoyed and relieved is a massive, massive understatement. Not only am I able to afford therapy (much needed for my CPTSD!) but I can also now finally speak with the Doctor.

My doctor’s reaction when I actually know what I’m fucking talking about…

…well, a doctor. Some autistic individuals don’t like the Doctor, or doctors, or hospitals, or anything to do with medical places or facilities. That’s completely valid. It’s been so long since I’ve been around any of those things that I haven’t had time to form an opinion yet — but yes, I’ve read disappointing stories online about autism and those in medical practice who mistreat us.

Which, I’m happy to say, didn’t really happen with me. A nurse scanned my paper-work which was my official diagnosis, and my doctor was late to getting to speak with me. It was 9:00 in the morning, so who can blame him? Then again I’d been there since quarter-after 8…and our meeting would only be a half-hour. Except it really wouldn’t be; as you’ll read, I’d talk quite a bit, using all my spoons.

“So, what would you like to talk about?” I could tell…well, I assumed quite heavily that he’s neurotypical. I was unnerved after a while by the gleam of his…

Neurodivergent Life
Neurodivergent Life

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This publication is for those who are neurodivergent to feel heard, welcomed, and informed

Alfonz Lanius
Alfonz Lanius

Written by Alfonz Lanius

My name is Alfonz Lanius, and I am just a regular fellow. I write mostly about my experiences regarding music, love, and autism, as well as fiction at times.

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