Where are you? — I’m still waiting.

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Dear Beloved,

I remember you everyday, amongst the crowd, when I’m all by myself, when I get hurt from people I love the most. I know it’s really awkward thinking of you every time without even knowing who you are. Your presence, love, and heartbeat are with me always, cheering me on and helping me hold on, even when we’re unknown to each other.

Nonetheless, I can’t wait to honestly see you. I can’t wait to have you around. Wednesday night still linger in my memory, a ache in my heart. I yearned for your presence, for the comfort of knowing you’re by my side. Loneliness consumed me, and all I wanted was to hear words of affection, to know how much you’re grateful to have me in your life.

I try to imagine what your facial structure would look like — your smile, the sound of your voice, the way you stare at me, the way you’ll cherish me and even hold my hands. The way you’ll pray and believe in me. The way you’ll cheer me on when there’s no one to. The way you’ll root for me every now and then.

I hope I’m not the only one yearning to be with you, craving your love and affection. I long to know you feel the same way. I know I’m not alone in this feeling, and your love for me matches mine for you. Please come soon – I don’t want to wait any longer than you do.

I’m still waiting. Still hoping. Still praying. Still believing I’ll eventually see you very soon. And if it ever happens that I don’t get to meet you for the rest of my life, I won’t stop loving you — till the end of time.

I love you, Sugar.🤍