No one ever talks about what mental illness and anxiety does to you.

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You just one day sit in your room realizing that you are not the same anymore.

That you can’t remember things anymore.

You just feel empty and your memories are blur until someone reminds you about them. The blames, the accusations, the pain, no matter what and how much it hurts.

You just don’t need the feel to talk about it. Why?

Because you know that you got yourself into it. Because you know in the end it’s your battle to fight.

Because in the end you know that whatever happens, happens for good. You don’t hate anyone, you don’t hold grudges, you just simply don’t care.

This is what happens when you are finally done.

It’s okay if you think you are not the same. But when you finally hold yourself and muster up the courage to be okay and to win this battle, remember you don’t have to be the same. You just have to be better.

Everyday and every second. Be better. Be kind. Don’t ever change the good in you.