Twin Flames: Is Your Divine Masculine Avoiding You? No, He’s Not
This time, I plan to express recent events regarding twin flames from a third-person perspective, as Egg Yolk may be in a situation similar to yours.
I see that she has been frantically searching through both the books she has read and those she hasn’t, looking for the best solutions to cope with her current circumstances.
“Have I been deceived? No, what’s scarier is self-deception.”
“Is there really someone who can accept me? He left because of my bad temper.”
“Should I go on blind dates and marry according to my mother’s wishes? That would be a form of revenge, right?”
“He no longer shares himself with me. Does he have someone else?”
“Maybe his karmic partner is his true twin flame, and they are happily united.”
“Who am I? I’ve said and done so much, but what do I really understand?”
Egg Yolk probably wakes up every morning thinking the first thing she wants to do is fall back asleep to escape this terrifying reality. The silence from the other person leaves her feeling lost.
“What should I do?” This is a question she must ponder daily.
“What does this situation really mean? God, save me.”
“Whatever I send him, he seems unwilling to respond.”
“Should I just keep quiet and wait?”
“But if I keep waiting, when will it end? I feel stuck in life.”
“Am I love-struck? Am I a naive, foolish child?”
“Do I really understand twin flames better than others? Can I still share my insights?”
“Or have they all been my fantasies from the start?”
Alright, Egg Yolk, let me help answer your questions.
I’ve looked at your recent browsing history and everything stored in your mind. You’ve read many stories shared by others about twin flames.
Some believe during separation, while others have given up after a breakup, leaving you sighing and feeling drained of energy. There are also stories that seem to resonate with your situation, analyzing that your divine masculine may simply “not know how to handle you at this moment,” which is why you’re not communicating in the three-dimensional world.
You “bought into” this information. Yes, Egg Yolk, this is what you believe.
Your ego might still try to deceive you: “Ha ha, love-struck, don’t kid yourself. Have you forgotten how your high school deskmate, your blind date, and the man you spent three years with deceived you, showing one face to you and another behind your back? They all chose someone else instead of you.”
But you’ve walked away from those stories, haven’t you? You’re still standing here, still typing.
“But how do I know this time isn’t a misunderstanding from the universe, making me feel like I was once loved?”
You’ve always known, haven’t you?
When you looked into each other’s eyes, didn’t you see each other’s hearts?
“Maybe he has no heart; he just craves my energy, hoping I bring him health and wealth.”
He’s different from everyone you’ve met.
“I feel this way about everyone at first. I suspect I’m a true narcissist, thinking everyone will fall madly in love with me.”
Egg Yolk, the “Smith” inside you (the computer program released by Neo in The Matrix) is indeed powerful.
Let me answer your questions from a whole new perspective.
This world is created by you; the probability of it being zero is impossible, right?
(I know you’ve stopped accepting that set of “healing” methods based on positive affirmations.)
So let’s hit rock bottom and bounce back!
You once believed he was another version of yourself, and you saw real feedback through spiritual connections, dream links, and so on, right?
Okay, what was your last dream about him?
“It seemed like he led a group of people against me; we were at war, and he wanted to end me.”
“But there was another dream last night that I can’t quite remember, but I was with him, not knowing what we were doing.”
You’re in pain and confusion right now.
Maybe he feels the same way.
“I’m not sure; it seems like he has nothing to be in pain about.”
“His career is on the rise, oh, so many admirers, a revered deity.”
“Sleeping side by side with his wife, supporting each other, or maybe he has other close relationships with admirers.”
Do you have to think of him as another version of yourself?
“Maybe this proves he isn’t me, so it’s natural for me to dislike him.”
If you don’t love him, why feel sad because he’s ignoring you?
“He used to belittle me and made me do things I didn’t like.”
You are an adult with the power of choice, and you didn’t do those things either, did you?
“But he has no right to…”
Haven’t you also “guided” him in that way?
“You mean, the Earth is round, and I’m reaping what I sow?”
“But I did help him. In May, I had him write a handwritten article, and in August, I had him create a domestic account. Otherwise, how would he have developed his current style?”
Are you saying you made him who he is, and he must love you in return for your contributions?
“I never said that. Although he thanked me, I find it boring. What if in the end, he just gives me some money and leaves? By the way, I also feel like every time he says those things, he learned them from me. I taught him before, and those words feel strange, as if there’s no real connection anymore, just gratitude.”
So, what exactly do you want him to do???
“I don’t know… I wish none of this had happened. I didn’t actively guide him or change him.”
Can’t his changes be choices he made on his own?
“To be honest, I feel like I have no value to him now. At most, he will share some money with me in the future if he earns it, and I’ll have to ask for it. I don’t want money; I want love. He might be afraid of me. That time I threw his things outside, and I deleted him three times. Oh my God, I might have hurt him.”
So your inner pain now is because you hurt yourself.
He is you; otherwise, you wouldn’t feel this way.
He doesn’t know how to love you, just as you don’t know how to love yourself.
Egg Yolk, what is the truth of the world?
“Everything is created by me, but what have I created? I feel like I lost control for a while. Should I blame Smith for this?”
No, you should take responsibility for everything you manifest; this is your life.
Who do you expect to save you?
“But he…”
He doesn’t know how to respond to you, just like you don’t know what to do next.
He is your shadow, your mirror. What do you expect him to do?
Maybe you should take a step forward, so he can follow you.
“I don’t want to. I want to be loved.”
That’s scary. Have you forgotten how the person who saved you described you?
You were so foolish back then!
Are you really a fool, Egg Yolk?
“I’m not! Stop it! Those things happened a long time ago, two years ago.”
You’ve talked to me less recently; you’re obsessed with those people and things outside.
“The Divine Masculine is really important! I love him!”
But you’ve been asking him for things: time, energy, emotional support, and even money.
“I haven’t! Those were things he promised to give me!”
You also promised to support, trust, and encourage him. Did you do that?
“He deceived me! How can I trust him?”
He is you. Haven’t you ever deceived yourself?
You say you understand love, but why do you care about those “deceptions”? Isn’t that an illusion?
“You just want me to quiet down and improve myself or something like that. If you could bring him back, I’d listen to you.”
He’s standing right in front of you. What would you say to him now?
Things like, “Your work is more important than me,” or, “What’s going on in your head? If you don’t work, you’ll die?”
Is that your version of love?
“I just want him to return to the present and enjoy life.”
Lead by example; otherwise, who will believe you?
“…You seem to leave me at a loss for words.”
I love you.
I’m here.
“But…”
I love you.
“I love you.”
