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I Feel Lost, and I Don’t Know How to Be Fine
I am not going to lie, there are times when I wish I could just disappéar and never return.
I wish I could just escape from all the people.
Everything hurts, and sometimes, all I want to do is disáppear just so I would never feel anything again.
I discovered that I am not fine at all, I am just going with the flow of life.
I am merely attempting to disregard the sorrow that I bear within.
Yet at day’s end, I still feel like dyíng with the sorrow within my heart.
Sorrow keeps me awake at night. It haunts me everywhere.
It comes to me when I’m alone and it pursues me wherever I go with other people.
I am not going to lie, there are times when I feel so sick of it. It’s difficult to be fine.
And the reality is, I feel that I am not going to be fine.