What is Meant To Be Will Be

A Letter to My Twin Flame

Dear Twin Flame,

You call me your cake, your chocolate, and so many sweet words. I thoroughly appreciate all the messages. My heart melts and skips a beat every time, even after six months. We met and spent time together within that 24 hours of our first meet, and the feelings were so intense, so wild, and almost dream-like. I will never forget it — but I am mentally letting this go for my sanity.

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This is too much. I said it when we met: you have such strong emotions — too much, too fast and it will go away as fast as it comes — and I was very doubtful about your intentions. However, you have sent nothing but positivity. You encouraged me, supported me, and always reminded me to focus on good things. And I did the same in return. I also mentioned that I don’t want anyone to get hurt, and yet here we are, me getting the feels.

Realistically, it is close to impossible for our paths to cross again. We are both married, living on different continents, in different time zones, with different cultures. As much as I appreciate you and all that you have said and shown me, I can feel myself becoming too invested. And I am afraid I am causing this pain to myself — the pain of longing, waiting, obsession, ruminating. It feels like I am intoxicated by a love potion, and it is wrong.