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The Way Out Is Through
How sitting with my pain helped me to grow into myself and my purpose
Recently I’ve been going through many energetic upgrades and letting go of patterns and habits that have kept me stuck and disconnected from my true self.
These upgrades and shifts have unraveled from my kundalini awakening that started this past June from the meeting of my twin flame in January. What a whirlwind this year has been for me!
There have been many ups and downs as well as doubts and fears. But there has been so much love for myself, my twin, and reconnection to myself and my soul’s purpose.
With that being said, the past few weeks have been especially challenging for me. Part of my kundalini awakening means there are old ways of thinking and emotions associated with these thoughts I am purging.
One minute I feel lit up and excited by my life and the future I am creating for myself.
And the next minute I find myself full of doubts and fears. I notice my thoughts spinning in my head a mile a minute, my heart beats fast, and my anxiety is taking over my being.
At times, I wonder if I will ever feel the stability I felt before meeting my twin and my kundalini awakening began.
