Lonely

The journey to me

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How do you find yourself when you’re lost in the chasms and tides?
In the still water your face is murky —
Murky fingers, spider webs cloud my mind
Tainted glasses, opaque lines color my mind blank
Listless,
I walk this path
Carrying nothing but sorrow and dry grief that
sliding down my face is a wet blob that once pooled my heart with
hope
love
joy for tomorrow
Confused in this chasm of chasing
I trudge further into this valley of nothingness that calls out to me

Maybe next time,
I’ll be enough,
You’ll give me everything instead of giving up.
Maybe next time,
Won’t be a waste,
You’ll be the one and not the one
who got away - Jamie Miller