Poetry | Prose

If Only You Knew!

A Poem.

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One day when I disappeared,
You’ll know how much I care,
All the texts and all the pictures,
All of our memories together,

All of my songs and poetry
That I wrote for you, my dear,
One day you will realize,
When you’re calling me again and again
And I’m inactivated everywhere,
Do you still call me with fear?

Didn’t I tell you how much I love you?
Didn’t you feel that sometimes I get hurt too?
If I didn’t come back why wouldn’t you come,
If I didn’t reply to your text why wouldn’t you call,
Yes, you choose to stay on your own,
Thinking that maybe it’s my fault,
Okay, I accept because I accept
that I hurt you a lot.

Every time I said I hurt you,
Why didn’t you understand
That I love you,
Love, hurts break, sorrows, are a part of life,
I’m still watching the same moon,
the same star every night,
Didn’t I ask you could you be my pride?
Didn’t I tell you the best part of My life,
Yes I did,
But…