Am I Lazy

Or am I blaming myself?

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I can’t think,
I can’t move,
I can’t take charge either.

I am exhausted,
To move,
I am tired,
To speak,
I am worn out,
To smile.

Am I lazy?
Or does my mind put me into guilt?
Why do I feel,
I have no space to breathe.

Lots of questions,
Drain my energy.
Lots of anxiety,
Drowns me into the abyss of hopelessness.

Oh no!
Where am I now?
I am not here and now.
I am thinking too much,
Till I shrink my own space.

Oh yes,
I found my answer,
Through this writing.

I am not lazy,
But,
I am just overthinking,
And it’s the thinking,
That puts me into the sleep of sluggishness.

Because,
When I feed my overthinking mind,
I forget to feed my body and soul.
That’s why,
I think I’m lazy.
But, I’m not.
I need to reserve my energy,
Here and now,
So that,
I can move forward.

Thank you for reading!