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Drinking Makes Me Sexy
It is too bad that the only one that thinks that is me.
As soon as I take the first sip my transformation begins.
One sip is all it takes. One sip and I feel my inhibitions lower. My body starts to come alive with adrenaline. I am no longer a painfully shy housewife and mother. I begin to feel lighter as my anxiety leaves my body.
For a little while, I get to be someone else.
I get to be pretty.
I get to be sensual.
I get to be funny and social.
It is so fun to be all these things I don’t get to be in everyday life. I find it strange I am the only one who likes the transformed me. I am so fun. My friends and family prefer the sober me. They think I am all those wonderful things without the booze.
If only I could see what they see.
One sip is never enough and soon another follows, then another and another. I keep drinking so that I feel prettier and sexier.
I keep drinking until there is nothing more to drink.
That is when I stop and go home. My husband practically carries me out the door because I’m so social and having so much fun.