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Maddy was in a weird place. On the one hand, she had this tremendous theoretical knowledge about sex and kink, having done her research. And she was even gaining a bit of firsthand knowledge with flirting, direct messages, and video chats. She’d seen men naked, and men have seen her as well. She’d learned about what turned her on and what got her off. And on the other hand, she still hadn’t kissed a man in real life, ever.
She had a major infatuation with Matt. She found him incredibly attractive; he always embodied the perfect balance of dominance and care for her. But he was hundreds of miles away, and the probability of them meeting in real life was low. He never brought it up, and she didn’t want to be the one to do it.
“There are dozens of guys who would love to take you out. If you actually tune into the way men act around you, you will suddenly see them and you’re gonna wonder why you’ve never noticed them before,” Matt counseled her.
“It’s not just about whether they like me, though,” Maddy countered. “I don’t see myself being attracted to a lot of guys. And I’ve tried.” She told him about the way she analyzed men in her classes, trying to scrutinize whether or not…
X-Periment, X-Pression, X-Perience
Multi-genre author writing short and serial fiction. Romance, transgressive fiction, sizzling spice, humor, and memoir content on the menu.