Am I Repressed Trans or Feminist

Silence is a state of equilibrium
That’s seductive!
We don’t even have to talk
Her thoughts float by like clouds
When she is doing something she doesn’t want to do
But must do for herself
To continue being boundaried
I keep trying to see what it looks like
What I look like
But I am happy just being myself
I don’t want what I see to discourage me
I am happy with who I am
I must keep that in mind
In line with my boundaries
Such that I can enforce happiness limits with you
Along lines I know you want for yourself
And not feeling sorry for myself
When I need to hold myself to a certain standard

I’ll be your big brother

I do have some penis envy
I think that some people would call me a repressed trans person
I’m not, though
You’re just misogynist
And I’m just a man
I believe
It’s wild
To consider the humble validity that a woman sexually attracted to men could want a dick after visualizing placement on the scale of comparative advantage
And goes through these immersive mirroring sessions called empathy
Internalizes admiration
An expression of “I want that”
And this then manifests, consciously or…